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Monday, July 02, 2007

argh. dying.
books, papers, files, everything lying all around me.
spent the whole day trying to clear up things but to no avail. i am surrounded by them still.

this scenario sounds so like those cliche chinese compo qn we use to write:
you are clearing up something and you see this certain photo/ letter etc etc and you thinks of the past.
read through them again, those affirmation notes, those letters since primary school, those small tokens/ gifts, those... which reminds me.
i am afraid to throw them away. its just like throwing a piece of memory away. buried and cant be found. will it be?
even those tys- lols.
they are all new sia.
and test papers.
they look so. nice. haha. only maths la.
and my books. haiyo.
i will make sure that i get a big big house in future.
and i am not a gurung guni sia.
they. are of useful-sentimental value. i dont think they can be replaced.
its true that i cant keep everything in the whole world. sadly. sometimes, you just have to give it up. to take in more. its a cycle. (but i dont think that this applies to knowledge ah..)

indecisiveness sets in.
flu aint helping. and now sore throat.
going to go nuts soon.
i just want to throw them all into a box now. and just let it be this way la.

currently procrastinating by blogging.
gives up and shall goes off to sleep SOON.